I am late

for one week, and as far as remember, it always come on time. Keep my finger cross.

It has been thrice that I went to Dinner Party/event without H. MIL was so upset that she cried. I am not sure which one of us would she blame on? Me or H? The problem is my hubby is working on his own. He works at his laundry or those supplying thing and he juz cannot leave the business without his custody. For example, on our last 4 day trip to Langkawi, he left the shop with his friend. A very close one. What happened is that his friend, Edy has gone off with all the sales income for those 4 days. He was so disappointed. I felt sorry and guilty at the same time coz I dragged him along to Langkawi.

Yet, there are so many times that I breakdown and cry for longing for him. I want him to able to accompany me to anywhere, to go out watching movie, to eat out, to window shop and etc. Almost 90% I don't get what I want. Sob Sob. Yet, I am quite okay with it because he lets me to be on my own. I can go balik kampung alone (which I quite rather like it coz I can go back to my manja-self and don't have to layan him). As long as he is okay with me doing things on my own. Furthrmore, I always ensure meal is prepared for him, cloth is readily ironed etc. Of course, MIL doesn't prefer that way. And H is so anak yg baik that always tell his mom about my whereabout. So, kantoi one... and MIL will ask me thousands questions.
But H, as long as u are true to me, don't ever try to play around behind my back, u know what I am capable to do okay!!! (heheh, garang gilos..).

Kak shilz, jom kita kuar after saya abih final exam nanti. (opppsss, tengok.. kan betul suka kuar sendiri tak baik betullll).