When hopes meet failure

SuXX huh. When one fine morning we get up of the bed early with so many fine hopes for the day. Been dreaming about it since the nite before. Drive happily to the ofis with non-stop pray in heart may Allah will answer. Greet everyone with warm smile and a handful of task waiting seems to be no burden. Suddenly, after one hour... oh, its still early... another hour and come another and another.. Its nothing. Hopes shattered into thousand pieces. Ms Instinct is wrong again. And... I failed again. Darn it!

Ok, Pagi tadi hujan tersangatlaa lebat. Aku malas dah nak drive. Rasa nak berenti and ambik komuter or LRT. Tapi kat mana??? The prob ngan pengangkutan awam nie, ianya sangat tak feasible untuk orang yg luar KL cam aku nie. Komuter ok jugak mungkin leh park kat Subang Parade ke. Tp klu LRT? Nak drive ke Kelana Jaya pun dah jem gile, ke Asia Jaya hmm.. elok bawak jek keta terus ke KL. Komuter ok jugak. Klulaa kat Klang tu ada parking yg luas untuk komuter, mungkin aku consider naik komuter jek. NTahla, taktau sampai bila aku nak travel macam nie. Bukan taknak pindah, tp bayangkan kalau aku pindah.. Sewa, bil2, makan, plus minyak still isi sbb aku mesti travel jejauh samada gie jenjalan or balik kampung. Then, nak kena beli almari, katil kecik.. belum lagi nak get along ngan roomate. So, the whole package is not a good deal. Lebih cost- saving kalau dok umah.. even jauh. Lagipun the greatest thing about current ofis is, bos faham aku lambat. And tak sape pun akan quiry. Sbb memang ada few ppl gak yg travel jauh macam aku. So, should I moved out to KL??? Takpela, the best is yet to come... insyaAllah.. Amin.

Tp hari nie memang hari yang kurang baik. And hari nie aku dah buat silap yg kira rasa-rasanya mengurangkan income Tekom for the past 4 days. Aku tersilap input data last Fri. Sepatutnya aku compress the level +63 45.. tp instead, aku dah tutup level tu. Dah semua org susah nak call Manila. Boleh lagi call, coz itu cuma kat KJI, ade lagi 2 switch yg boleh masuk.. depend on which switch yg u dpt on the first try. Still, I guess there were some loss in traffic. Feel bad, should be more careful next time. The keypoint is, jgn buat keje tergesa-gesa and nak cepat.

And hari nie jugak aku sangatlaaa ngantuk. Manage to get some sleep in surau tadi lepas Zohor. Nampaknya kena ambik air wuduk lagila nanti. Aku nie suka sangat simpan wuduk untuk zohor and asar terus. Hmm, being me.. quite diff nak ambik wuduk each time. Nak tanggal mekap, nak pakai mekap balik.. hehehhe.. ngan nak betulkan dressing lagi.. Haiyooo, very fussy.

Oh ye.. the list of wedding this month:

27/4/03 ~ Zul, my cousin and Saadiah kakak Esah
04/5/03 ~ Aliza, classmate kat telok cum jiran
04/5/03 ~ Sara Tekom klik, agaknya.. tak sempat nak bukak attch. just tgk email jek
10/5/03 ~ Mon Tekom gak. Kat Penang so tak gie laaa
17/5/03 ~ Rejab Tekom. Gie kot.. hehehe hari-hari jumpa kat lif
25/5/03 ~ Tuty anak Cikgu Mini. Kena pegilaa sbb selalu jumpa mak dia. Cikgu masa tadika.
01/6/03 ~ Eddy Kuala Kubu. Rasa cam nak pegi bleh kot balik dr Rawang.
01/6/03 ~ Sulas the cousin. Wajibbb terpaksa pegi.
01/6/03 ~ Zu Tekom.. peuw, sib baik tak dpt pegi. malas nak jumpa bebudak lain.
01/6/03 ~ Kak Amira, teringin nak rasa ikan patin Temerloh, tp tak dpt pegilaa..
01/6/03 ~ Laila the fren.. alamaak, ruginya tak dpt pegi.. apa nak buat..

Ramaikan.. kekekeke... Dulu aku rasa sedih gaklaa tengok orang kawin. Tp now, frankly
aku okey jekkk.. doesnt matter so much. My own life is not that displeasing.

Dah few week aku tak balik awal. Rasanya hari nie aku nak vroom out early, solat Asar kat umah jek laa..