SurViVing Thru Temptation
Finally, cannot stand. Aku tengok gak website CBS survivor tu.. so der very der hampehh of me. Tapi ok gakla, sib baik tengok dr buat aku frust jek malam nie. Nie yg malas nak tengok nie.. Doomed! kekekek..

Nway, had my hair cut short last Saturday. I was so in total blank. and a flock of butterflies in my stomach. Feeling like throwing out. Mesti sebab dok pusing2 masa nak keluarkan kereta. Ade UNSER kat belakan, so ruang jadi sempit. Sampai pening kepala dibuatnya.
And It was soooo hot outside. So, aku decide nak potong rambut. My hair is just too think and long. Memang panaasss sangat. Aku malas nak pegi pekan Telok and lagi pulak takde duit. So, just gie kedai kat Tmn Perwira. Big Mistake! Teruk betul dia gunting rambut aku. takde langsung cam fashion yang tunjuk kat dia. Tu pun dia nak repair bagi pendek lagi, gonjenglaa jawabnya. Takpe aa.. someday aku akan pegi Saloon setaraf Ziana Zain pegi tu..

And today, somebody really spoilt my mood. Gerammnya aku. Well, in a way.. aku pun selalu sangat bagi muka kat orang. Aku tunggu sampai pegi ke umah Garf untuk mengetahui nilai persahabatan dia. Aku bertahan sampai 4 kali untuk finally realized that I was betrayed by PG. And now, errghhh.. Rasa nak sumpah jek dia jadi SAtria GTI rosak. BAru rasa.. Tp takpela.. Im ok.. Takpe, takpe.. Allah tu Maha Adil.. Hari nie dia buat camnie, esok lusa baru dia tahu.. Gilos! Tp seriusly guys nie senang sangat perasan. Cam Johny semalam, bolehlaa dia cakap kat aku dia risau kalau aku kecik hati dia nak tunang.. kekekekeke.. What a joke. Tp aku tahu niat dia baik. Mgkn coz we are close fren. Tp nak kecik hati ngan dia?? hehehee.. Nahhh. Macam orang tua sorang niela.. Akak nak tau, kan ke status YM saya, survivng the temptation ". Dia ingat saya frust and ade kena mengena ngan dia. Duhh!!!..

Org tua (3:41:30 PM): lain mcm je note tu ?
nnicema (3:42:13 PM): jgn perasanla
Org tua (3:42:49 PM): abg tak perasan
Org tua (3:43:01 PM): tapi.......mcm ada kena mengena je?

Lawakkan. Kita dok tengah spirit Survivor 6. Biarlah dia. Aku pun taktau sampai bila. Often, aku hope one day dia akan realize keikhlasan aku berkawan ngan dia and terima dia as a fren. Aku tak expect anything dari dia. Hello!! I am not stupid ok. Nak terima dia tu pun fikir 2000 kali tau kalau betul pun. but, I try to be his fren. His good fren. Aku realize feeling is still there, but when I eventually meet someone else, I know I'll move on. So, takpelaa akak. Now I try to neglect things laa nie. Lantaklaa dia. Td mmg tersangat geram dan bengang jugak. Tp now ok jek.. hhehehe, on the second thought.. ntah-ntah dia tu kot yg deprive love sangat kan.. Takpela, will always wish and pray for his happiness.

Ok.. jgn lupa malam nie. NTV7, 10.40 pm..