One Week

Its been one week since I had cold fight with mum and dreadfully in completely breakdown.
Things that I dont feel right really make me so angry..
Five days since pakcik said hes still having heavy fever, flu and body ache and crapping about death..
Did he contracted SARs ?? I pray he didnt
Three days since I lost another beloved fren
We just cannot force people to like us, to like me..
Yesterday, left all the burden behind and indulge in cooking
But, it'll still be two days to say that my careear is at a stake
try to find ways to be competetive and professional

Barenaked ladies.. opps, not me.. uhha.. the song.
Hmm.. tuhla beberapa perkara yang terjadi pada aku. Yupp, sometimes we just lost it all. Kalau ikut graph sinusoidal, sekarang aku berada dekat lembah.. titik minimum. Sebab semua yang berlaku dalam hidup serba tak kena. Nak cerita pun tak best kan..
Tapi, okla.. nak cerita pasal a fren whom I lost last saturday, or actually I lost her long ago..
Camne nak cerita yek.. Aku memang ramai kawan, tp sebenarnya org susah nak get along ngan aku kot.. I mean, org susah nak betul-betul baik ngan aku. Memang sikit.
Of courselaa sebab sikap aku kot. Aku pun taktau kat mana yang silap, coz even I try to improve but I keep screwing up.
Malas nak cerita apa yang berlaku masa aku jengah umah kawan aku tu. Tp it really really hurt me. Okay, kalau orang dah taknak kawan ngan kita.. just penpaham jekla.. Takpela, semoga dia sentiasa bahagia and may someday she'll get all the things she wants. Elok gak, selama nie pun aku byk bersabar ngan dia. So, lepas nie takyah dah ada org yang janji itu ini, tp lepas tu mesti tak jadi..

Hehehe.. marah nampak?? Taklah, aku ok jek.. Hikmah yg berlaku sepanjang minggu nie pulak, aku dah dpt a few number of aerobik center nearby my house. Got my PC back from Lan.. Had a very good talk with Nid, bring me an intresting idea of a something. Cannot tell now..
Nway, Dave was voted off from S6. Shoot, gerammnya kat Rob tu. Tapi takpela Dave tu mungkin salah sorang Kroni si laknat Bush tu.

Oh ye, aku tak leh dah nak tengok surat khabar. Gambar2 peristiwa perang nie sangat menyedihkan. Aku taknak tengok bumi Arab suatu hari nanti jadi macam amerika.. Kiranya dah takde tempat di bumi nie yang dipunyai oleh Umat Islam. Ntah-ntah nak pegi haji pun dah tak boleh. Aku just berdoa yang Rakyat Iraq jangan berputus asa.. and umat Islam mesti menegakkan Kebenaran. Aku just hope US takkan dpt menjajah Iraq. And aku menyampah sangat baca berita-berita dari omputih tu, aku hope wartawan Msia kat sana nanti akan menyampaikan berita-berita yang mutlak kebenarannya.. heheheh.. my BM suXX huh??? kekeke.. I got C3 in SRP.