Its getting hot in here
Yup, sangat panas. and one thing yang aku risau is, camne aku nak berjalan-jalan time lunch nie. Hehehe,
esok dahla banyak tempat yang kena pegi.. Citibank bayar utang, gie TM Touch kat MEdan tuanku untuk dptkan another SIM Card, gie errr.. mana lagi?? Tu jek yang important. Oh yeahh, tabung haji untuk masukkan duit mak. But, maybe next week. This week have been so der very bizi. with monthly report and our QIT project and with me being so unhealthy. My mouthsore isnt recover yet. I took medicine but didnt eat it and my sis threw it out. Then only I regreted. My period pain was killing my afternoon yesterday. Today, a tin of Milo in early morning drove my stomach crazy the whole day. And my bejot is so heavy that I am feeling so weak.
Oh yeah, wanna tell about a very dear fren of mine. Heehehe.. If u know him, just Syyhh syhhhh syhhh yeah.. (ding! Dong! Kak N). Know him even before knwing Hunt. Very close but yet, never ever touch about personal matter. Some kicking-in-a-butt talk. At the same time, always share stories and life trivias. Listen to his talking about his desire and lust, makes me think.. Is he being honest or just trying to boost his male-ego? I mean, some guy are so proud to be able to screw as many woman as he likes it. screw as there is no commitment involved warning: the material follows is offensive. Ok, about guys being proud just now, hmm.. are they being honest, or just trying to a pseudo-male trying to living up his dream. Maksud aku, heheh... My english may not be correct, main type just apa yang aku rasa sedap. Camnie.. Dia dok bercerita ttg XXX and apa yang dia buat ngan exgf dia.. and how great he was. Hmm, maasalahnya, aku pun taktau samada nak percaya ke tak. Sebab some guys bercerita macam tu to show that they are great guy. And aku penah baca yang guys bercertia camtu coz diorang cuba nak realisasikan keinginan diroang. So, actually.. they are just dreaming. ITs all just a fake stories. Taktaulaa kan. Nway, aku takla melayan keinginan dia tu. Just being a good listener. And one thing is, aku respect kat dia coz hes honest about himself. I mean, kalau dia cerita tu, he tells directly to that woman what he wants and what he can offer. So, there will be no misunderstanding. Tak macam certain guys yg cuma bercakap manis and lepas tu tak bertanggungjawab. Another thing, sebenarnya hes a one-woman man. Dlm ketidak senonohan dia tu, dia sangat since and honest and faithful. Hmm, I am trying to look at 2 men in my life from two diff perspective. Pakcik looks so nice, humble, honest and all the good things, but turned out turn away from me that it hurts so much and betray in silent. Johny has all the bads and yet, he is the most sincere and loyal person ive ever met. I hope his fiance-to-be will guide him to be a lil more 'beramal'. He has so much, but he forgets the main pillar. And to me.. Hes my guy buddy. And thats about it.