Bos oh Bos


Bos aku, Pn Cher called.. Mintak aku applykan PC untuk one of my colleague nye staff. So, I am sort of hesitate.. BEcause, I know I am gonna take charge of it.. then, aku yg kena call sana, call sini.. fax sana, fax sini... and dok kena tanya selalu. Aku malas nak buat mende2 tu.. Sebab sepatutnya keje clerk.. and AS IF aku takde keje lain. Ntahla, sometimes aku just tak suka org dok suh aku buat keje yang tak sepatutnya. Yelah, Ive been doing lots of favor tau. Bukanla berkira.. I dont mind. Cume sometimes, its too much.. Yelah, I think dlm keje nie.. kite kena demanding jugak.. And now, aku dah in charge of training and budget.. which is clerk's job. So, ok la tu.. Tapi bile dah apply PC untuk orang lain pun aku yang nak kena buatkan.. Hmm, too much laa kan.

So, aku hesitate.. And Pn Cher marah.. Dia kata, "Now, I know ur atitude. Its a directive from me, and u reply negatively. Just forget that Ive asking. All these while, u just doing things because u had ur interest! OK, BYE!". Adduhhhhh.. Sedih and takut gak aku dengar. Because selama nie, I have a good relationship with Pn Cher. Now, aku rasa bersalah. Aku ke yang memang kedekut taknak tolong.. Am I too selfish.?. Only take my own interest?
YEahh, I think I am selfish..