My sister is leaving us

to Miri, Sarawak together with her family. My sister and I are not close, we were once very close, but after she got married I got away with me being singled out. Although, we were rarely rarely talk to each other, I never kept her phone number I never go to her house (well, we always meet at my other sister's house since they live near each other and my sister Shareenah nie mmg practically melepak umah my sister zura nie), yet I never miss to give her ole-ole or present.

Now, that i know shes leaving, all her and her family's stuff has been packed, and I can only see her for one month, I am feeling very sad. I always want to able to see her healthy and okay. I am afraid that I will lose her, tho I never appreciate her existance. I juz want my lil family (we have no relatives from father's side) to be intact, that we can meet up during rayas, kenduris, special days like recent election.

I pray to god that she will be okay, hopefully her husband will take great care of her and the family. Hopefully, she can go back during holidays Air Asia is very affordable. Hopefully, one day and all of us growing old, she and family be back here again.

Adik, Tho I never show let alone say this, I know U know that I love u sister.

I always want to make scrap book for Faris, heyyy I used to be queen of scrapbook, not a specific scrapbook but all my books had memoribilia (eja eja) ie: bus tickets, wayang ticket, resitlaa and ntah hapa2.. even masa first few year of my working organizers pun colorful waaa cakap lu.. Sume mende waa letak dlm tu. Sentimental konon, but I guess I am getting very der busy preparing myself to be next top management in TM haaahaahaa... Sekarang nie organizer pun kosong jek.. Tak sempat nak tulis pape..
Nway, biarlah ku abadikan dalam blog jek, harap-harap blogger is forever takde kena bayar mahupun kena hacked. Semalam Faris dah meniarappppp.. cayalahh anak ibu. Letak jek mesti meniarap pastu nangis coz masih belajar angkat badan.