few points in my life

Its been a very long long time and now only I have the can to actually typing something for the blog. There are so many things flooding my mind untill they are all flowing away and I finally forget so many things too. Hampez. So many things to think, to implement.

First :
My master in Tel. Eng.. whadda happen??? When can I get time to do research??? It is not a priority now tho I still carry ambition to be a lecturer one day. Who shud take the blame - myself for bad time management.

Second :
Post partum oppsss Post General Election syndrom. Well, its not a secret anymore. It was not a secret among my family that I voted for opponent. In fact, my beloved 9 yr old Ipul was my strong alliance. So u see, these standard three kiddo and his fren were so influenced by PAS to the length that they sang, "UMNO terus matiiii" (Umno's anthem). Im kinda 'teruja' with our new MB for the fact that he was a corporate figure before. But I wonder why TV3 keeps on saying very bad things about Pakatan Rakyat. So disgusting uweeeekk.. I am tuning to RTM now for the news. I secretly hope that DSAI will rise again hahaha.. I am reading too much KeADILan paper.

Third :
Ahhh... I am so much worry about the state of health my lil baby son now is. Hes been having on-off fever from past 3 weeks. I visited his Pantai Paed and the young and vibrant cute doc said Fris was okay. Tonite, I am bringing him for another specialist visit but not the Pantai one since its still far to drive to Pantai and Doc Azam is not around at nite. Tomrrow, mum insisted to bring him for lil massage by bidan kampung. It will be my last resort, else bring him to Pantai. Ahhh I really hate clinic & hospital visits. So do I due for family planning procedure. Aahhh another thing that I hate is to force a change to my biological system. Macamlaaa xxxxssss%%^&&#@@notlikesufiahyusu%%^@@.. hahhaa.

Fourth :
Landed property hunting, ohhh my ohh my... why can't me juz pick up the phone and call all real estate agents for some house viewing. Location-checked, house unit-checked, Price-checked, house tour-not checked, time-hampez! Can I blame H for his forever unavailabilty?

Fifth :
I seriously need some shopping for myself. I need new shoes and sandal due to pre-preggy shoes not fit anymore. I need sets of new bra due to breast implant that Ive undergone kakakaka.. its a naturel not-silicon-but-thisprolactinhormonalcause implant.I need some new office attire till the day I can wear all my kebayas again. Ohh, it doesnt fit at the chestline only. Not bad huh! I need new mascara. New haircut due to balding state that I am in. Yeahh.. this another hormone causes bad hairfalls that no swatzkorp / redken shampoo can help (Tuhlaa me only use sunsilk). Need a PDA hehehe since for the first time in 8 yrs after few delays I finally get the reward that I deserve. Alhamdulillah. I am juz lucky that it happens when our CEO is leaving us with big rezeki. Some shirt and kain baju raya for my siblings. Shopping now is about lil Faris.

Sixth :
A number of outstations is planned. I hope H can join so that we have two things at one time, work and family outing.

Seventh :
As I religously indulge in BF, Im going for my EBM (Express Breastmilk) now, 2nd session and 3rd session will be 4.30 and 4th at 6 am. See, I have no problem to wake up as earlybird now. Sapa sangka weeiii.. Dulu gue bangun kul 6.45 paling awal..