Surat pagi untuk sahabat,

Assalamualaikum,
Kadang-kadang, i dont understand tau. Tadi saya jumpa boss sbb nak mintak maaf coz lately saya memang lambat. Bukan sengaja, but the traffic was so extraordinarily horrible these days. Bayangkan kak nani, nak masuk USJ dari seafield dah jem.

So, tadi bila bagitau bos.. what he said to me datang awal lagi. Ya Allah, berikanla saya kekuatan. Saya dah keluar seawal 7.00 am. Memang saya dah try keluar seawal mungkin. Maybela saya tak keluar lebih awal coz saya pun tidor agak lambat (11.00). Tapi, I am not a dull girl yang hidup cuma untuk kerja. I want to enjoy life. I want to able to watch tv, to go to the gym, to read novels and at the same time, I want to take care of my mother and not leaving her. I wanted to, u guys know how much I wanted to have my own crib and design it the way i like. Tapi, saya tak boleh tinggalkan emak saya. Even ramai orang kat rumah, she depends so much on me. Maybe this is the only time I can pay her my dues.

Now, the thing that I dont understand. Kenapa bila bos sungguh skeptikal about my late attendance, but he never say anything bout other staff yang balik awal, keluar sesuka ati, cuti tanpa rekod, overtime without reason etc. Kenapa mesti dia tegur saya in front of everyone including the non-exec and menjatuhkan maruah saya. sEdangkan selama nie dia tahu I do all the extra work (admin & finance) without hesitate and I do it excellent. Kenapa he still says something about me to other people behind my back. I feel so bad because indirectly, he gave me bad image. And that is the reason why my staff does not respect me.

I maybe come late to the office in the morning, but as far as i can remember, I hardly late, in fact I always earlier to the meeting, standby, training, etc.

I know no matter what, I have to come early on time, and I am trying and trying. But, I juz seek for his understanding. My staff boleh dapat balik jam 5.00 ptg utk ke kelas. Tapi, kenapa dia tak boleh nak memahami saya.

(memula mmg nak email, tp dah terjadi mcm tulis blog laa plak.. hehehe, so saya upload jeklaa dlm blog).