A little happy frustration

From the lab again. Today is the 4th day having classes and 5th day driving (went to Sunway last sunday) in a row. So, I am completely exhausted. Feel like sleeping away. Luckily Nak Ijah knocked on my room window. Kalau tak, tak terbangunlaa jawabnya. And more lucky, boss takde kan.. sooooo, boleh datang lambat. I went out at 8.30 this morning and drove smoothly to KL. What a lovely driving!
Ari nie quite kecik ati ngan my stuff. Sebab, we got few issue coming on. And I was responsible to reply to people concerned. So, I needed to know whats uncle doing. Tapi, uncle took it as I was inpecting his work and looking for error. Hmm, cabaran tul keje aku nie. As much as I love my work, i find it very challenging physically and mentally. I have to find the right way to tackle my seniors. And they are like 20 +++ years senior than me. I have to dig their knowledge out in a very humble and soft way. Salah sikit jek mesti jadi buah mulut kat ofis tu. Kengkadang tak tahan gak, yelah I also demand for some respect and power in the ofis. Tapi, aku kena berhati-hati and lembut. Kalau tak, I am gonna lose everything, respect and knowledge.

Selingan

Aku baru jek marah sorang student aku sebab dia tak ikut arahan aku. Aku dah cakap lab work is individual. Tapi dia dok berpasangan ngan kawan dia, which is clearly againts my instruction. Aku sound sekali dia buat donno. lagipun she was the same person yang dok tengok note masa exam last monday. Geram betul aku. So, I told her if she doesnt tolerate with my instruction, I will not also tolerate with her grade. And aku cam biasa kalau marah, aku jadi shaky and aku tak berani nak pandang her eyes. Tuhla, I have to learn to be more steadfast (tegas?). Told her again, that my class is not a fun class taken just to fill the requirement. From my 3 semester experience, students pompuan nowadays lagi berani and dahsyat dari student lelaki. Hmm, tanda-tanda akhir zaman kots.

Errr, tadi bergaduh ngan Mickey. Kehkehkeh.. saje jek bergaduh ngan dia. Saje jek nak naikkan darah dia, nak sakitkan hati dia. Jahat tul. And dia cam biasalah laa naik hot laa tu, takpe.. lepas tu dia call. Tu yang best tu.