Confusing What is ReaL
Sape ingat tajuk kat ataih tu lagu apa? confusing
this lack of self-control I fear is never endin, I can't seem to find my self again, my wall is closing in. Ive felt this way before, So insecure... Crawllingggggg till ur tonsil out.

Tadi dok borak ngan boss and din pasal diorang nyer Workshop kat langkawi tu. Knowing boss for two and the half years, boss always knows how to enjoy himself. Pack ngan seminar and all that pun dia manage to squeeze time to go around. Yeahh boss, I know Langkawi is full of joy. Full of memories too, sabo jek.
I am in lab nie. Been having ulcer in my left mouth wall since Sunday, and all I eat is tasteless. Tuhla, masa sihat byk complaint, now bila Allah tarik balik nikmat makan.. baru rasa siksa yek.

Looking at the tracking counter, hmm sape yang tengok jurnal aku nie dari Austria ye?? one of the geng jurnal ke? Klu betul, do leave me a msg, mana tau kot aku nak gie Austria (one of my dreamed places tu other than PRague, New Zealand and California). And lagi satu hmm, aku rasa orang Tekom no, not u Kak Z .. Iskhh, cuak gak. Nway, kalau tau tu.. buat senyap-senyap jek dahla. Aku boring dah bila orang dok menjaja cite aku ke sana ke mari and yet, cant I have some space in this virtual life??? Benci aaa, nway kalau PG is reading this page.. Note: I hate u so der very much. And I wont forgive u and I dont want to have anthing with u.

Mum balik this sunday. Terasa lama sangat hari berlalu minggu nie, couldnt wait to see mum. And also, I am gonna help Ottid with her wedding from Saturday. Ottid is my dearest friend. Shes a friend in good and in bad. I pray for her happiness always. And ottid is a one of frens who understands me so well and lift me up when I fall. So grateful to have wonderful person like her, like u (yuppp u kak N and Kak Z kekekek) in my life. Even at times, I seem to forget u guys but I actually think about u guys. Apa nak buat, Kak Z pun up in the menara hehehe.. kalau tak ada gak teman makan, gie jenjalan..

Guess what, pakcik told me he is in Ipoh today and in KL till Tues. Hello, was that somekind of silent soft stabbing.. Well, I dont give a damn about what and where hes surviving. Nyampah I. Tapi, whaddahek. I know deep inside my heart, without him is what best for me..