Current Fav: Just Like A Pill - PinK

Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill

Ok.. I only allocate 20 mts to write today's entry, and after that I have to go on with my work. Really dont have much time for fun these days. This morning was spent in the meeting room at 26th Flr in Menara Telekom. Oh, dont ask me the heights and floor in Menara Tekom coz I have no idea about it. I even cannot yet use the elevator and parking level correctly. The building is so der very been reading too much PLU jurnal intelligent that we cant beat it up. Speaking about my beloved company, really hate him rite now. Havent got the planner, ahhh... jgn mimpilaa nak dapat mende lain, planner yang is very basic and important thing to us pun tak dpt lagi. Ntah-ntah langsung tak dapat. Only got one table calendar yang I honestly say tak menarik langsung. Last year, at least got two calendars. So, now I have to use my last year planner.. helloooo, we are execs and lots thing to be jotted down in planner.. Teruk aaa tekom nie. Menyampah tul. Amboii kat orang luar bukan main membodek lagi, tapi staff sendiri dicucu tirikan. There was no Xmas or New Year greeting card this year. Terukkan.. Padahal, I am in International Dept which is one of the main breadwinner in Tekom. About Grades, position.. dont speakla.. lagilaa menyakitkan hati jek. Sometimes, they neglect simple stuff like giving out diary yang sebenarnya means alot of thing. My diary cum planner contains knowledges, meetings, minutes, discussion, contacts, just about everything .. quite a heart of my job function.

Yesterday, Tuan Hj the boss here was menegur aku tegur apa aa dlm BI about using the copier for personal use. Nah, not so personal.. for my part time job.. Err, use outside office use. I was caught in a bad time laa.. Dah dua kali dia nampak aku guna copier tu untuk copy handouts. So unlucky, padahal everybody is using it sewenang-wenangnya. Hmm, last time I was told to leave the newspaper area during office hour. Hhiiik, dia tegur aku coz baca paper masa waktu bekerja. Hmm, Ikss.. apasal aku jek yang kena tegur niee.. Orang lain pun baca gak. Its so difficult to set time in ofis sebab kita keje takde ikut masa.. I mean, mungkin orang yang baca paper before keje tu bukannya buat keje pun. Mungkin orang yang baca paper kul 10.30 tu sebab she spent hrs working and needs time for short break. Hmm, taktaula.. For me, well.. a litle embarrass.. but, whaddahek.. yang penting keje aku tip-top. I am betraying the company whatsoever. The company that betrays me alot.

Yesterday was somebody distributes chocolate in ofis now.. yummy.. a mad. Having lab in the afternopn and rushed out to MLVK open house at nite. I was so worn out after that. I couldnt even lift my beg on the floor. Wearing my never-used-since-in-Msia expensive bath robe, bought it when I couldnt stand coming out of the bathroom back in US winter I aslept until 3.45am. Went to bathe, prayed and went back to sleep. Luckily, today I could wake up late since I had that meeting. Tu pun punyalaa lambat aku bangun.. And bad thing is the jem in jln Banting was not over yet. So, geramnya rasa.. from 5 mts drive to KESAS, nowadays it takes me 30 mts just to pass the bridge. Why dont they do something, that road is really a hazardous one.. had killed so many people. There are many fatal accidents on that road, esp motorist. And keta pulak selalu rosak. Benci betul.. Nie ke yang dikatakan kerajaan yang bertanggungjawab dan memenuhi janji.

I was so angry at my students yesterday. Tapi simpan dlm hati jek. My lab handout instructs them to do one hand-on task, but nobody bother to do it. I even remind them to do it. But, nobody cares.. So, ok.. I will deduct 3 pts of the lab for not following the instruction. Jangan ingat diorang boleh memain ngan aku...