Towards another end


Memories of you and me
Tumble inside my head
The way that we used to be
Things that we said
No one has ever made me believe so strong
You left me to wonder
How did our love go wrong


Dua tiga hari nie memang relax sebab all our oversea counterparts is taking their Xmas hols and things are slow at the ofis. And sepatutnya ade jugak some pending stuff yang kena buat, but wait till the meeting. Hari nie everybody came back to the ofis. Miah got engaged, congrats to her. That leaves me and Shahril single in the ofis. Tapi, in my short sight, shahril probably has gf already. So, only me.. Takpe, I am ok. I mean, people like me better than Miah. Heheheh, taktaula.. Tak kisahla tu. At least, next week my UITM classes starts already and I'll started to get busy and stuff. And more, I'll get to know new peoples, new stuff.. its really intresting, being a lecturer. And always knowing that there are pople respecting us, listen to every word we say, depend on us and love us. Kali nie aku nak try tukar approach mengajar. I want to make my teaching more intresting. Aku agree ngan Fuad, seronok jadi lecturer nie. Kalau keje sekarang nie, aku just deal ngan machine jek, tapi jadi lecturer is a challenge to make people follow our order. And samada kita berjaya ke tak, tengok pada result diorang nanti. And at the same time, kita develope human relationship dengan pelajar-pelajar kita. Sama macam keje doktor gak kan, hehehe.. tapi aku tak sepandai orang lain untuk jadi doktor saje jek merendah diri .


I lie awake at night
Wait for the sun to shine
I still feel you next to me
Your lips on mine
Without a warning
You made our love a lie
You said you were sorry
But you never told me why


Hmm, nampaknya pakcik dok playing with my heart now. Apa agaknya niat dia. Tapi takpe, buat taktau jek. Orang yang takleh dipercayai macam dia tu. Jgn bagi muka dah. Patutla ada tahi lalat kat bibir, rerupanya memang dasar conman. Iskhh, tak malu betul. Dah tua tu buatla cara orang tua.
Sebenarnya aku ngan PG tu yang bodoh. Perasan tak, Pakcik just ambik kesempatan pada kitorang berdya and ntah berapa lagi pompuan lain. Ngan PG dia cakap Keling, ngan aku dia cakap mandarin... Manalaa tak tergoda. Ikshh, nak kena cili betul la pakcik sekor nie. Kang aku bom umah dia baru tau.

Maybe my love is in vain
Maybe you're the hurting kind
Can't take no more of this pain
I've got to get you off my mind

Esok aku ambik cuti sampai Senin. Ingat nak gie tengok wayang. Geram sebab tak sempat-sempat nak gie tengok wayang. Apa-apa pun kena gak pegi. Tapi takkan taknak pegi umah kenduri kengkawan pulak kan, Weekend nie tinggal Emi ngan Chiah nye wedding. Hmm, Chiah ok pegi dengan ug. Emi nie taktau nak pegi ngan sape. Kat Rombau pulak tu. Susahlaa diorang nie. Kang silap-silap aku pegi ngan King lagilaa jawabnya. Hmm, tengokla. Nak pegi ke tak ye. Kalau tak pegi, ingat nak jumpa Emi kat KLCC je kan pun orait jugak. Tapi pegi pun seronok jugakkan.. boleh jalan-jalan.

Tried to be what you wanted
I gave you all I had
You left me with nothin'
Nothin' but a photograph

Semalam dapat gak aku beli long black pant yang lama aku idam-idamkan tu. Lepas nie bolehla pakai ngan kemeja navy blue aku tu, and my greenbrown shirt. Byk gak aku beli semalam. Sib baik Kunikuniya kat Sogo tu dah takde. Kalau tak, mau aku mengslide kad kredit lagi nie.

p/s..lagu Angelia, Richard Marx