14 Ramadhan 1423



Uwaaaaa.. Nak nangis aa camnie. Alaah, ciweknya aku lately nie. Asyik nak meleleh jek. Hmm, aku dah buat solat hajat rasanya around 4/5 days berturut-turut. Ntahla, itu jek cara aku dapat melegakan perasaan aku.. dengan mengadu pada Dia yang satu. Plus, having some comfort from truly wonderful friends.
Dan pagi nie, masa bangun jek dari ofis.. hati aku cam meronta-ronta and melompat-lompat katak, hmm.. Aku cuma rasa lega kalau aku dengar suara pakcik. I mean, aku hope dia akan maafkan aku and hopefully things will turn out fine.. Please! please! please!

I sent him email.. ntahla, just let out whats deep in my heart.. And antar laa kad ecard lawak, heheh.. buat dia happy kononnya. And tadi bila aku call, uwaaaa.. dioranf cakap dia takde. Hmm, Britney cakap tak nampak bayang dia. Alaa, mana dia pegi nie.. Takkan dia dah ke KL kots. Janganlaa.. I want him to read the email first.. Hendaknya dia ada laa petang nie. Sebab hes unlikely to take a leave unless he got a real reason.

Hmm, apa laa aku nie. Ntahla, sometimes aku pun taktau kenapa aku jadi camnie. I mean, Ive been seriusly trying so hard to control my feeling this time. Percayalahhh..
So far, things always turned out ok. KAdang-kadang tu in the hardest trial and when the least expected, it just came out fine. I hope this time too.

Believe it or not, aku pun sebenarnya selalu menghilang diri dari pakcik. Aku suka ambik cuti tak beritau dia sebab malas nak beremail or dial his no. And he would be looking for me in worry and tapi yelah, since aku ade hp kan.. senang aa.. Tak aci aaaa..