Life is so depressing lately. Not because of love life whats so ever, but things going on in my office really drive me up the wall. I thought once I entered the job world, there will be no more dramas between frens. I mean, I want to nice to all people as well as profesiional. AKu dah tak larat nak terasa hati or menjaga hati orang dah.

I just had a very nice conversation with Kak Aini. Kak Aini is a staff in our unit. Being the only women left in this dept, we came quite close and I always confide in her. She gave me a real good advice on my prob with Mandy.

Analysis:
Mandy is a quiet and save things to herself kind of girl. She rarely tells her problem and only certain person can be her friends. She sits at the end of the world. She commits herself to work better than I can do. She seldom goes out.

Approach:
Be like Abang Din. We have to approach her first. Just take any problem for granted. Talk to her.. I think she needs to build a confident in me that I am not her enemy. I am even her rival at work. We are in master-slave environment which we are the slaves.. kekekekkeek..

In the other hand, I am quite frustating. Ive promised to mother that I'ld go to Tabung Haji and settles the rayuan. Hmm, I didnt make it. So, I feel so bad. I want my mom to know that she can go next year. Hmm.. Tomorrow, Thursday.. Ohh,, I want to go as soon as possible.. God, please answer my prayers.. Semoga impian ibuku akan tercapai. I only want to see my mother happy.

Having quite an enlightening conversation with Mickey today in yahoo. GArf said whats wrong kalau aku ngan Mickey. Tell you, its wrong. We are not meant for each other. We just good as frens and as brother-sister type. I like him yes I do. I love him.. But, thing wont be fine between us. There is a great barrier.